I just can't throw off the feeling of guilt.
I know it was my fault, I was behind the wheel at the time and I know I was struggling to find the correct pedal.
I also couldn't see properly everything appeared dark, as though a blind had been pulled over windscreen, or maybe I was falling asleep.
I know people were injured, there may even have been fatalities, though I sincerely hope not.
I still remember the terror when I jumped out and hid amongst the crowds that had gathered round.
Unfortunately it is very, very difficult to drive a double decker bus through a city centre.
Especially when I'm actually asleep in bed.