Life continues to stutter along.
The only flat surface in the flat is covered in seed trays, most of the plants are already flowering! There are many more plants than we have room for, Steve does this every year.
I used to enjoy gardening but I won't do it here, everyone has an opinion on every plant. Two people have complained about the Muscari I bought because they don't like it.
Steve's behaviour is becoming more and more erratic, he is convinced he is a genius and that he rest of the world is wrong.
Whatever happened to the lovely, kind man I married?
I try to be patient but sometimes I snap.
The flat is looking better with the help of my cleaner, Steve isn't happy, he doesn't want a cleaner, but as he won't help with the things I can't reach, he will have to put up with her. He is whingeing about her but that's nothing new.
I went shopping with Betty on Friday, we had lunch out too, we went to a local garden centre. I also bought a new tee shirt. I have been wearing the same few summer dresses for a few years now so by wearing a tee shirt on top they will look slightly different.
7 comments:
Glad you had a lovely day out with your friend. Catriona
So relieved to read a post from you; it's worrying when you don't post for several days, the way things are with Steve. Can you talk to your doctor how things are and how fearful you feel. It's an impossible way to live and you need help before he gets any worse with his bad moods and temper tantrums. (((((hugs))))) xx And who can dislike Muscari in the garden? They are beautiful.
I've also been thinking about having someone in to help mainly, with floors...my back isn't what it used to be...lol
Glad you got out for a visit with friend.
hugs
Donna
I'm pleased that you have some brightness in your life - At the moment mine's gardening - It's so peacefull and calm - Hurray -Yesterday he had a very negative attitude - I kept out of his way -Today I shall relax x
Take care of yourself. Plant what you want and don't listen to others. Keep going out with friends.
Sending hugs. It's hard to see changes in loved ones. Please take care of yourself and pass on gentle scritches to Beano.
I thought I knew what muscari is but I wasn't sure so I googled a picture of it - I was right and it is a beautiful blue colour - how could anyone not like that. My grandfather used to say "Some people aren't happy unless they are miserable!". I wouldn't have a problem with that if they didn't want to make other people miserable with them. Audrey, New Zealand
Post a Comment